My mom said she agreed to move to her home town, what a great news. Maybe after my brother wedding we would have a serious talk about it. I can see my self life in there, so happy about it. Living in this city feels not right anymore for me.
Me as Aiba masaki fan, agak shock tau doi bakalan ngehosh sendirian kohaku tanpa member Arashi yg lain. Tapi aku super bahagia doi di kasih kesempatan untuk acara sebesar ini. You can do it, i believe that. You have been there before and you have your own variety show. And you have beloved friends who support you (and fans too) And as you said this a challenge. Ganbare ne aibashii hope you take care your health, that busy month ne.
Setelah sekian lama akhirnya aku memberanikan diri punya peliharaan lagi, yap memberanikan diri karena sempet trauma pelihara kucing lagi. Dulu banget sempet kucing aku mati atau ada yg diculik orang dan gara2 itupun ortu ngelarang keras kebetulan saat itu ponakan aku sudah lahir jadinya ngak ada yg bisa ngurusin, dari pada terbengkalai kata ibu. Dan akhirnya rasa itu tiba, rasa dimana aku butuh yg namanya peliharaan. And it's the best feeling i ever had after awhile. And i have 2 kittens now. One is a boy that i adopted from Fb grup and one from my brother and it's a girl. Every day is always fun day for me now although it's stressed me when michi chan come (ahh right i haven't introduced them,the boy is hiro kun and the girl is michi chan). I hope i can take care and love them equally. And hope they always healthy.
Kawaii desu yo ^______^
Mungkin enak ya punya sifat pelupa, ngak cepet ngedown ngak selalu inget dan terpaku sama masa lalu.it's hard to moving on for me.
Biarkanlah kegaluan itu sejenak (menghibur diri), hari ini aku buka2 hde dan bukalah itu folder jalan2 jepang, my dream land.sampai hari ini masih ngak percaya klo 2013 aku dan teman2 ke Japang, 3 tahun lalu ya tepatnya dan sampai hari ini juga masih sering cerita soal pengalaman gila itu sama orang2 di rumah (mungkin mereka juga udah enueeg fufufu).
i miss this so much.
Mudah2an suatu hari nanti aku bisa balik ke sana, berusaha dengan keras,berdoa dan percaya cuma itu yang aku bisa.aaamminnn (random habis ini postingan).
It's sad to know you're gonna move soon (maybe you think is a lie, but i do) i hope you always happy sist.you have your new happy family now (it's dream come true ne~), you deserve it and please fight for it. The past let be the past (i am the past too).
I did something that i hate the most, but i still think it's the best way*sobs
I give up, yeah i give up for real. That thing will always be my middle name forever. I should accept it.jya ganbarimasu from now on it will be hard, but i think i can get used to it.it's not first time anyway.
When the love is to much, and let it go is the best way (maybe???)
My mom asked me if i want move to her home town, not this year but she had a plan to move cos her house empty now, my aunty (not real aunty)already move to her daughter and since my mom is only a girl in her family now (her sister already gone years ago)so my mom has responsibilities to stay in that house and my dad agreed. And i said why not i always love my mom home town and i'd love to move there. I'll try find a job there or learn something to live there. Wish all the best.
Kireii desu ne~ my mom home town #proud